I do hope you all had a nice Valentines day. Mine was ok. I was around a bunch of 5 and 6 year olds jacked up on sugar. It was like being in the twilight zone I tell ya. I did get a nice pair of head phones for Valentines day. It was unexpected, and I didnt do anything for that person in return. I swear to God..men try and mentally break you.. I used to be so freaking romantic..I would make valentines day a whole week of love..seriously.. I would put a present in My husbands truck every day for that week. It wasnt just Valentines day..oh hell no it was Valentines WEEK.. Or I would arrange for a special night..NO KIDS.. just us.. some blues music.. special dinner ..either I made or take out.. (its crazy and suicidal to go out on Valentines day..just saying) I would do all these things.. sexy lingerie underneath my work clothes..so there was a surprise after dinner and candles.. but I RARELY received anything back..and lets face it after 17 plus years of marriage..things arent as spicy as you would like..or well as I would like..but hey Im a nympho..dont forget that. So yeah this year I was like whatever..just another day..and as My husband likes to say..* its just a day for hallmark and the flower people to make money off of men who are forced to say hey this is the day I am suppossed to show you how much I love you..all because someone told me to* yeah..really positive..so hey I just said fuck it.. you dont care..I dont care.. so the year I dont do anything..well I wake up and get coffee..breakfast..AND a present..ummm sorry ..Im empty handed and jaded to boot. sorry about your luck dude.
But... Now in My femdomme head.. I was fantasizing about what kind of evening I would have spent.. perhaps a nice dinner I would make.. hey I do like to cook..some nice wine My slave husband would have given me.. and while listening to some music..while I cooked the pasta..he would have been in the bathroom putting on his cock cage..getting ready for some punishment..
seriously.. to me..love equals obedience.. I really mean that.
he would have presented himself to serve me..filling my wine glass.. taking my plate.. worshipping my toes.. waiting to do and be whatever I wanted..thats true love. I want ownership of that kind of love. I really do.
I want this kind of love. where he sacrafices EVERYTHING for Me..where his all belongs to me.
I want it to be about My pleasure and My pleasure ONLY.

I could have used him...
and in the end..I would have cum..and he..wouldnt
she-gets-hers-and-he-gets-nothing
It’s just better this way for both





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3 comments:
Dear Married Domme
love this post.
and in the end..I would have cum..and he..wouldnt
she-gets-hers-and-he-gets-nothing It’s just better this way for both
love both these lines. so hot. to make slut boy service you any way you want then send him home still locked up and no relief.
and hopefully his bum is well used hehehehhe
sissy pantie gurl d
I'm sorry for all the years that you went without, that you-know-who had you and never knew what he had--or could have had. And this is a belated VD from all of us who dream of having and yet will never have.
@sissy gurl.. thanks yes its hot to deny him. his suffering and obedience is what I need.
@Anonymous..thank you for you kind comment. I wasnt trying to gripe..but I think it came out that way.. it is what it is. but thank you for your sweet words.
MD
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